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Post by Jazzman Crothers on Jun 11, 2012 9:56:15 GMT -5
Hold tight Beth.
Just remember all the good times you had with your Mother. And when it comes to life don't be afraid to be happy, thats what any Mother would want for their child.
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Post by BethFB on Jun 12, 2012 8:03:29 GMT -5
Thank you, both of you.
It's hard, now that it is one month since she passed and I spent a very restless night till 5am when I finally got out of bed and started to work on some fanfiction stories that I have been delaying in working on. Got at least fifteen pages done in a combine three different fanfiction stories.
The muse is working with me now instead of hiding away like she did before.
Beth
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Post by Neo Calrissian on Jun 13, 2012 12:53:35 GMT -5
Beth, you seem to handling this monumentally well. Your strength and serenity, given the circumstances, never ceases to amaze me. I can't even imagine what you're going through right now, so I'll say that I hope you can stay this strong, and that overtime, you start to feel better about this whole awful situation. All the best  . |
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Post by BethFB on Jun 20, 2012 14:49:58 GMT -5
I have to be strong for my family as this is something that none of us really imagine would happen to us. We all have bouts of sadness and sometimes we just have to let loose some screams. A week ago, while the house was empty of my dad and older brother, I spent an hour just screaming and letting it come out and I felt a ton better considering everything that happened.
I'm now working on my mom's memorial page so part of my own grief can be directed to writing her page out and not bury it within me like I spent the first month holding everything in. I had to take down my mom's Welcome home sign as it was not needed since she's not here anymore. It will be a long time before I get my mom's memorial page finished. I got a lot of scanning of baby pictures of my mom to do along with getting the last image from my brother - the moment right after she died. That will probably be the final photo that will be on her page.
That one will be the hardest one for me to do, but I hope my brother will let me have it and I'll be posting it on her page when the page is finalized.
Beth
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